DESCENT INTO DARKNESS

 

 

Alone now, Illya recapped his situation.  He had no idea just how deadly that blow he’d dealt (When? When was it?) had been.  However, if he recalled correctly, there were three dead bodies in the room after he’d lost control.  He knew that they were dead because the threat to Alexis disappeared.  Extrapolating from that, one could assume that everyone in the place died.  His mind shied away from that one.  It had been the first such display of such force.  He knew that as a group EWI could kill with thought, but he’d never expected to accomplish this horrible feat himself.  And it was horrible.  No matter what the reason.  It is not humanly possible, his mind whispered.  You have indeed evolved.  Your friends are terrified of you.  They have reason to be.  Think of this later.

The demons waiting in his head were going to win this battle.  Nine years ago, dealing with the memories of deprivation and torture was too much for him to take. This time there was to be no escape.  Blocks cannot be established a second time.  There was something else hidden away in there still; something that wasn’t a nightmare of pain and disfigurement.   He desperately wished he could hold on to that thought.  His mind threatened to slide down the long chute into the cold place again.  He wrenched it away savagely. 

The demons disguised as humans (like me?) were never going to let up.  None of the elite six had been there in that place.  Now they were fully aware of the threat he posed.  The only bright point in this swirling dark picture he was building, was the thought that they’d realize Alexis was inviolate.  Would they think the only circumstances in which he could display such power would be when she was threatened?  Maybe.  But they could not allow him to exist now, could they.  Extrapolation:  Either he stayed in this headquarters for the rest of his life, or they’d have him.  Both were intolerable.  Think, damn it!  How do I get away from this? 

Work.  Hard.  Drugs, they have such that can block dreams.  Insanity results from long use.  But maybe this can buy me the time I need.  I have to finish development of my molecular computer.  I have to destroy the entire group of people, which threatens my world.  Something else, too.  What are they doing?  What comes through the gap they’ve created? 

Hold on to your sanity.  Hold on.  Get here NOW Napoleon. 

 

Two days later, Napoleon Solo arrived very secretly.  Great care had been taken that no one but Waverly, Sir John and one driver knew the identity of the man who came into UNCLE Headquarters in the early hours of morning. 

“Illya?  My God, man what is happening?”

“You already know, Napoleon.”

“I know a lot, Friend, but you’re going to have to fill me in on your own situation.  Waverly wouldn’t say a thing but get here now.”

“That was me, Napoleon.”

“No, Illya, I mean over normal communication links.  Now let me get some light into this room, and take a good look at you,”

“Don’t do that.  It hurts.”

“OK. But you will tell me,,”

“I’ll tell you what you need to know first, Napoleon.  I can’t hold on much longer.  I need you to arrange things for me.”

“What things?”

“Take care of this for me, it’s important.  Follow the instructions.  It’s legal.”

Napoleon took the proffered sheets of paper, and went over to the dim lamp to read what Illya held out to his with shaking hand.  He scanned it quickly. 

“Why on earth do you feel there is no hope, Illya?”

I didn’t say no hope, Napoleon.  I said little hope.  I have avoided this action because I’m terrified, much as it hurts to admit it.  Now I am probably too late.  We discussed this set of circumstances a while ago, remember?”

“Yes, but I disagree with you on the too late business, Illya.  Damn it, I can’t do what you’ve asked me until I’m satisfied you’re right.”

“I’m right.  Even if I’m not entirely right Friend, there are steps that must be taken.  They are outlined in those papers you hold.  Alexis must be taken to the man and the place named.  This must be done now.  Above all, promise me you’ll do that.”

“This is fear and depression talking, Illya.  I’ve seen you like this once before.  Won’t you wait?”

“Will you do it?  Just tell me, please.  Yes or no.  But if it’s yes I want your word.”

“And if it’s no?”

“Then this is truly Hell.”

“I won’t say goodbye, Illya.”

“Then don’t.”

 

 

Napoleon fairly staggered out of the room.  God Almighty, he thought, mind reeling, he’s serious.  He’d given his word to his friend.  He’d follow through.  If Illya’s right about failure, it might be the last rational act he’d ever complete.

Without bothering to speak with Alexander, Napoleon found his way to Alexis’ room, packed up her things, woke up the sleeping child, and told her what was about to happen.  The little girl was tearful but resigned.  He guessed Illya had talked about it with her somehow.  That must have been hard, he thought grimly, imagining the scene.  He felt his former partner’s attention focused on him the entire time as he helped her dress, located her favorite cuddly and walked out the door with her.  Natural, he thought numbly, since his daughter is now in my care.  Because of that carefully directed attention, he got out of the building without a single soul knowing, got in his car, and made his way to Kennedy International. 

 

 

It was a relief, really, to have her gone.  Illya couldn’t stand the thought of her seeing him in his present condition.  Especially when the only way he could go was down. It was a relief, really.  He gave in to his grief and cried quietly for a long time.   

   Drained thoroughly, but reasonably clear-headed, Kuryakin prepared himself as best he could for the conflict he would soon initiate.

            For two days Dr. Susan Beauchamp watched her patient eat, sleep, and submit to her ministrations like an automaton.  No one explained Alexis’ absence to her.   Alexander Waverly refused to see her the second day.  

 

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In the vast complex of buildings housing the U.N.C.L.E. Command Headquarters North America, the first shift of the new day was just coming on.  People went about their daily routines.  Briefings being given by Sir John to fresh-faced, eager young men and women, concluded.  They drew their necessary items from armories and other storerooms.  They departed from the usual egresses. 

Alexander Waverly woke up with a start in the luxurious suite that was exclusively his whenever in residence.  As always he awoke ready to face the day as soon as his eyes opened.  Age hadn’t dimmed this capability.   His first clear thought was:

“Something is missing.”  He rifled his mind to identify the loss.  It was all the more difficult because whatever it was had never needed identifying before. 

 

In her quarters, Nikita screamed herself awake.  She ran out of her space without bothering to dress.  He needed HER help, and he needed it NOW.  That’s all she had to know.  But when she got to his door, she couldn’t open it.   Pounding and kicking, she demanded that he open the door.  Fortunately, most of the wing was sitting empty; the occupants having been moved recently so no one would be disturbed any further by the sounds coming from the quarters housing one Illya Nickovetch.  

“YOU CAN’T DO THIS ALONE.  DAMN IT ILLYA, YOU LET ME IN!”

With one last mighty kick, the door surrendered to her. 

 

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“Nikita, Sugar, wake up.  Your old friend Walter’d sure like to talk with you.”  Walter tried this about every five minutes.  Between times he paced around the room.  God, if the instruments connected to her hadn’t told a different story, he’d swear she was dead. 

“If I ever get the chance, I’ll kick his ass,” was Walter’s alternate litany.

“Give her time, she’s young and healthy.  There’s an excellent chance of full recovery.”  Kier spoke from a wheelchair by her bed. 

“Yeah, right.  That won’t do your friend any good.  I’ll still…”

“Kick his ass.  Yes, we know.”  The words were comical coming out of Kier’s mouth in his precise English accent.  If Nikita had heard, she would have laughed.  It might be a long time before anything made her laugh again.  Kier sighed. 

“Walter, will you quit pacing and sit down for a while,” Birkoff said.  “You’re making me dizzy.”

Kier studied this quiet individual.  No highly unusual qualities there, but a genius at the keyboard, Birkoff was the only neutral player in this scene.  Walter’s steel will and intense emotions made him the perfect one to pull Nikita up out of the coma.  Every day for two weeks Walter had come to this room to repeat his entreaty and his threat for hours at a time.  Kier privately wished Birkoff and Walter would come separately.  Birkoff was a detractor here.   Sometimes, no, often, the desire and love of those close, was enough to return the lost ones.   

“Give her time, Walter,” Kier repeated softly, “and never give up.”

 

She floated in a blasted wasteland of pale ocher and dull browns.  Calling his name constantly, she moved about in this horrible place by force of will alone.  They had met the beast, and thrown it far.  Somehow, though, he was lost to her.  In the confusion of the fight, she’d lost sight of him.  She wasn’t leaving without him. 

 

 

Dr. Beauchamp personally checked the respirator, IV’s and electroencephalograph readouts every day.  The EEG seemed to her a waste of time.  The mind once occupying the shell on the bed had departed.  Flat lines raced along where alphas and thetas should be.  Even those new waves, the ones they’d had to invent a name for just for Illya’s EEGs were flat.  That’s what really crushed her hope. 

 

            That’s what Alexander Waverly was missing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

           

 

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